Thursday night, everything's fine
Except you've got that look in your eye
When I'm telling a story, and you find it boring
You're thinking of something to say

You'll go along with it, then drop it
And humiliate me in front of our friends
Then I'll use that voice that you find annoying
And say something like,
"Yeah, intelligent input, darling.
Why don't you just have another beer then?"

Then you'll call me a bitch
And everyone we're with will be embarrassed
And I won't give a shit

My fingertips are holding onto
The cracks in our foundation
And I know that I should let go, but I can't
And every time we fight I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't

You said I must eat so many lemons
'Cause I am so bitter
I said, "I'd rather be with your friends, mate,
'Cause they are much fitter."

Yes, it was childish
And you got aggressive
And I must admit that I was a bit scared
But it gives me thrills to wind you up

My fingertips are holding onto
The cracks in our foundation
And I know that I should let go, but I can't
And every time we fight I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't

Your face is pasty
'Cause you've gone and got so wasted
What a surprise
Don't want to look at your face, 'cause it's making me sick

You've gone and got sick on my trainers
only got these yesterday
Oh my gosh, I cannot be bothered with this

Well, I'll leave you there 'till the morning
And I purposely won't turn the heating on
And dear God, I hope I'm not stuck with this one

My fingertips are holding onto
The cracks in our foundation
And I know that I should let go, but I can't
And every time we fight I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't

And every time we fight I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't

And every time we fight I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't

Great song by Zero 7:

I lie awake
I've gone to ground
I'm watching porn
In my hotel dressing gown
Now I dream of you
But I still believe
There's only enough for one in this
Lonely hotel suite

The journey's long
And it feels so bad
I'm thinking back to the last day we had.
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you

When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny

On a clear day
I'll fly home to you
I'm bending time getting back to you
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you

When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny

I'll fly, I'll fly home
I'll fly home and I'll fly home

One of my favorite songs:

Iris - Goo goo dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

I just watched this movie: Catch and Release, starring Jennifer Garner...
and I just loved the first few scenes...

here is what she says mean while they are showing us shots of her fiancè's funeral:

You want to know what I keep thinking about?
That argument we had right before you left.
Remember?
There you are, heading off for your big bachelor party fishing trip
and I start in on you like some hysterical fishwife, insisting that you finish the seating chart before you go.

What was I thinking?

What I should have said as you were leaving is, "I love you." Or, at least... I don't know. "Have fun. Be nice to the strippers."
Instead, the last words you heard me say were, "Listen, pal, no more nookie until you figure out where to put your mother's bridge club. "

How could you leave me alone with all these people? You know I hate crowds.
And high heels. I'm wearing heels. I don't know what I'm doing. I would if you were here.
You'd know how to make all these people stop talking about you in the past tense, how to get your pervy uncle off me. How could you leave me alone with your pervy uncle? You know I can't handle him.

I can't handle anything without you.


***It is incredible how dependant you can get with someone, and not realize it until it is too late.***

"Easier To Lie" by Aqualung

To bear the weight and push into the sky its easier to lie its easier to lie
And honestly to look you in the eye its easier to lie its easier to lie

To be the one to be the only one something has to give a lot something has to give a lot
And who am i to give you what you need when i'm learning just learning
Learning how to live and bear the weight...

To fill the space the space you made for me try to be the one you want try to be the one you want
And maybe i could be the one you need if you'd only show me
Show me how to live and how to bear the weight

And push into the sky its easier to lie easier to lie
And do whats right when everyhting is wrong its easier to run its easier to
Never have to look you in the eye its easier to lie its easier to lie

To bear the weight and push into the sky its easier to lie


enjoy I love this song.

Daft Punk . Something About Us

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life


I holidays

The Weepies - "World Spins Madly On"

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on

Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on

I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on

I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on.


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This song is part of the new mix created by the One Tree Hill producers: The Road Mix

This is one of the best songs I have discovered lately...

If you have the chance listen to it

enjoy

Union of Knives: Opposite Direction

Get ready for your wit, get ready for your want

Do you want, do you wanna know
How deep how quick your cuts go
Everything poured on black ice,
Squeezing citrus fruit in my eyes.
How do we how do we mix friends?
How do we get the pegs
Into the holes that they wanna go?
How do we share everything we’ve ever known ever known is now?

We keep ourselves moving
In opposite directions
Go, go
In the opposite direction

Get ready for your wit, get ready for your want

Ya me encuentro mejor...creo que he logrado decifrar un poco más qué es lo que sentía...y creo que simplemente me molesto que haya creido cada una de las cosas que me dijeron y creo que es algo que voy a tener que trabajarñas para que en un futuro no vuelva a suceder...

En fin...quería comentar que vi el video clip de Avril Lavigne: Girlfriend, y me llamó la atención que no era un video donde Avril estaba enojada o triste. Más bien era un video casi que alegre y chistoso. Sobre todo si lo comparamos con el video anterior Keep Holding On donde ella está llorando o enojada el 95% del tiempo...

Esto es todo lo que tengo para decir hasta el momento...